Learning the acsetic life requires a lot of study of Church history, the Holy fathers, the Saints, through a living practice, and when possible, taking a pilgrimage to monestary. These books range anywhere from $20 - $100+ depending on if it is a single book or a series of books, so it is much like going college in a way, but for spiritual studies. We certainly cannot afford a pilgrimage, nor partake in formal lectionaries. My wife and I live a very modest life, which has much to do with my inability to work in the normal sense due to my health issues. So it is greatly appreciated when anyone offers to give towards the cost of study materials, and to support my journey in faith, even if it is a little. In turn I hope that through what I learn, that I can help others, and perhaps one day become a good spiritual father to those entering the faith. I am seeking to do God's will, and to be a good steward of His Church, so God willing, hopefully, over time, I can lead faithfully by example of being a good Christian to others. Praise be to God for all things! May the peace of God be with you.